Eternal-Nyx

  How I broke My Arm Ulnar and Radial ORIF: The Full Story (Feb 16) The world can feel like it’s trying to test you in very specific, small, ridiculous ways. I learned that on a hotel sidewalk. So I’m staying at a hotel at the time due to FEMA displacement. I am sitting in the accessible smoking area in my wheelchair. The sidewalk is elevated about six inches, maybe a foot, from the ground. There are two benches, bins, and not to mention ICE because it’s February in Appalachia so ICE is literally raining from the sky. The math was simple: Go from the place my wheelchair is parked near the door of the hotel (which is locked from the outside and my Partner has the key), to the ramp, down the ramp, and to the car when my partner pulls up. A sketch by Wyn of the Accident Location To my right, between me and the ramp, is a Dancing lady, who I will refer to as DL. She headphones in, and Spanish music blasting. Luckily I speak spanish, sorta. I did like 6 years of it, and c...

TW/CW: Familial Transphobia Sigh. My turn to take to the internet for a venty transphobic family rant.  I feel like I tried. I feel like I really and truly tried but my hands feel tied and it sucks.  When I came out as trans/nonbinary/genderfluid, I was one of the lucky few where most of my family was super supportive. I didn’t lose anyone, my mom bought me a flag, my brother came out as trans, even my niece and nephew have been brave enough to come out as queer. My mom just recently came out as aro/ace spec! So really I am SURROUNDED by positivity and support.  So why does it hurt so bad to have that one family member that just can’t get on board?  It’s been a running issue in my family since we all came out over the past few years that my Grandmother, my mothers Mother, cannot accept or respect our identities. My brother walked out one Christmas, cut off contact with her, and never looked back. He’s tried to reconcile but holds firm to his boundaries and I am so pr...

  9/27/2023-10/24/2023 Days 1 - 28 Today is day 29 of my HRT diary! Holy shit! As of writing this, I have just taken my 5th injection.  Let's throw together a quick little list of the changes we've seen during month 1.  Month 1: September 27th 2023 - October 26th 2023 Days 1 - 30 Week 1 September 27th 2023 - October 3rd 2023 NSFW:  When I find alone time and find myself aroused, I have a daily habit to get into our shared toy box and do my thing. Well today, I noticed I could FEEL things with my fingers, and it was bigger. Not by a lot but I KNOW my anatomy, and my AFAB parts are heavily hooded and usually don’t extend past the hood even when aroused. Today was different, and that is ALL I will say to anyone about my genitals. Then when all was done it was less plump, but still slightly larger than I am used to. I HAD MY FIRST ERECTION! And not only that, but I have growth!!!!!! On day fucking 2!!!! I’m gonna cry Also….It’s itchy. And I seem to be unable to stop bein...

  Long post ahead! It's national coming out day today! 🏳️‍🌈 🏳️‍🌈 🌈 🌈 Time for my yearly Re-Coming out! Hi My name is Wyntre Nyx Mann. My Pronouns are They/He/She in that preference order. I go by Wyn. I'm Sapphic Bisexual, Nonbinary/Genderfluid/Trans, & Ambiamorous. My name? I am legally changing it. I have been publicly out for 2+ years. Please start referring to me correctly and using my correct name. I have no problem cutting people out of my life who continue to deadname me. You've had enough time. I. am. Wyn. I plan to come out every damn year all over again because guess what. Sexuality, gender, relationship dynamic. Its all a SPECTRUM. Its all fluid. It can change. Its ok if it changes. You thought you were gay but you are bi? Its ok if you feel a need to come out a second time. You weren't faking. It wasn't a phase. You learned more about yourself and discovered more about your identity and that should be CELEBRATED not hidden. If it isn...

First 7 days of HRT Woah!! Today is DAY 7 of my HRT diary! Holy shit! Tomorrow marks the start of week two, and my second injection. Holy cow. Its only been a week? So many changes ALREADY. Let’s waste no time and dive right in! Day 1 September 27th 2023 No Noticeable changes Day 2 September 28th 2023 NSFW: When I find alone time and find myself aroused, I have a daily habit to get into me and my fiancé’s shared toy box and do my thing. Well I did my normal thing today, and I noticed I could FEEL things with my fingers. So I did a LIL inspection and it was bigger. Not by a lot but I KNOW my anatomy, and my AFAB parts are heavily hooded and usually don’t extend past the hood even when aroused. Today was different, and that is ALL I will say to anyone about my genitals. Then when all was done it was less plump, but still slightly larger than I am used to. I HAD MY FIRST ERECTION! And not only that, but I have growth!!!!!! On day fucking 2!!!! I’m gonna cry Also….It’s itchy. And I se...