First 7 Days on HRT!


First 7 days of HRT

Woah!! Today is DAY 7 of my HRT diary! Holy shit! Tomorrow marks the start of week two, and my second injection. Holy cow. Its only been a week? So many changes ALREADY. Let’s waste no time and dive right in!



Day 1

September 27th 2023

No Noticeable changes

Day 2

September 28th 2023

  • NSFW: When I find alone time and find myself aroused, I have a daily habit to get into me and my fiancé’s shared toy box and do my thing. Well I did my normal thing today, and I noticed I could FEEL things with my fingers. So I did a LIL inspection and it was bigger. Not by a lot but I KNOW my anatomy, and my AFAB parts are heavily hooded and usually don’t extend past the hood even when aroused. Today was different, and that is ALL I will say to anyone about my genitals. Then when all was done it was less plump, but still slightly larger than I am used to. I HAD MY FIRST ERECTION! And not only that, but I have growth!!!!!! On day fucking 2!!!! I’m gonna cry
  • Also….It’s itchy. And I seem to be unable to stop being aroused. Whoops.

Day 3

September 29th 2023

  • Vocal Changes: I haven’t noticed anything talking but me and my fiancé sing together every day. WE are very musical and Spotify is ALWAYS playing. We were singing this morning and my voice just refused to hit this note I’ve always hit before. I tried several times and couldn’t hit the note at all. My voice just straight cracked and went NOPE when singing soprano. Specifically my very high very belty notes. I can still hit my very high breathier ones.

Day 4

September 30th 2023

  • NSFW: Noticing a change in the way orgasms feel. I’m not exactly sure how to describe it. It’s not bad. It’s different. But it’s nice.
  • Why am I so horny. How do I stop being horny. I own an entire box of toys. I have a very healthy sex life and a partner who is more than willing to assist. But no matter what I try, it doesn’t STOP. And it’s not emotional its physical. I can FEEL this…..tingling? Fullness? Every time I shift my sitting position, and it’s arousing. What the hell? I expected sensitive, and I expected wanting to have sex more. But being PHYSICALLY aroused more when I just wanna take a nap? Or watch tv? Like…..ok chill.
  • Vocal Changes: Still having issues hitting some of the notes in my higher singing range, though not all of them. Nothing noticeable when talking yet

Day 5

October 1st 2023

  • Hygiene: Increase need for deodorant. Body odor is stronger and smells different. I may need to change hygiene products.
  • NSFW: Things feel plumper down below. Is this the beginnings of growth?
  • Vocal Changes: Singing those high notes is getting harder but im trying to continue to exercise my singing range. I don’t care how low my talking voice gets, but I’d like to keep some of my higher singing range. Daily singing to try to help.
  • Appetite: There’s been a gradual increase. So far, it’s been a positive for me. I have an eating disorder (ARFID) and the increased need to eat is helping a bit. In the last month alone I accidently lost over 25lbs unhealthily. So this is good for now.
  • Body Hair: Is that a shadow on my lip? I know I have lip and chin hair due to my PCOS, but is it shadowing on my lip now? I feel indifferent to hair growth currently. I don’t shave my body hair really ever, I just maintenance it. My facial hair I’ve always shaved before but maybe we will let this grow and see what feelings arise. I am cautiously curious.
  • Misc: As night settled, I became subtly aware of my genitals in way I hadn’t really before. It’s a little hard to describe, but the best way I can put into words is to say it isn’t painful or unpleasant. It isn’t pressure or pain. But I can feel it in the sense that my brain is aware of it in my daily life and movements, similar to the way I feel and am aware of my breasts as they rub the inside of a bra or shirt. It isn’t pleasurable or painful, but it’s not quite the type of awareness one is used to in regards to those types of body parts.

Day 6

October 2nd 2023

  • Hygiene: The body odor changes continue to happen slowly.
  • NSFW: As I have mentioned before, my partner and I have a very healthy amount of communication regarding intimacy. I had asked her to let me know before, I ever even started T, if she noticed any changes in my anatomy. During the night of day 5 into the morning of day 6, during an intimate moment, she informed me she was noticing changes, though struggled with describing them.
  • Holy fucking CHRIST I cannot sit comfortably. No position takes the pressure off enough to make it comfortable below. ACK. I was warned. I know. But ACKKKK.
  • Appetite: Very munchy. I want bland ass salty chips. Or Cheetos.

Day 7:

October 3rd 2023

  • Hygiene: The body odor changes continue to happen slowly.
  • NSFW: I still cannot sit comfortably. Or lay comfortably. No position takes the pressure off enough to make it comfortable below.
  • As I mentioned in a previous day, my AFAB parts at the beginning of all this naturally laid downturned and were heavily hooded. At this point things seem to be….er….straightening out? Moving upwards/outwards slightly? Not just the clit but also the outer labia, which, hunh, unexpected but I’ll take it. Its all still very much a tiny bundle tucked away where it’s at but its starting to plump up and shift. That’s the best way I can really put it I think.
  • Appetite: So hungry. Wtf?! But so nauseous. I’m not sure where the nausea is coming from but blech. GERD is nuts today too. Unsure if related.
  • Body Hair: Yea that’s DEFF an upper lip shadow.

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